Young Slaves, Mentoring, and Being a Benevolent Goddess

I haven’t been updating my blog because I’ve been busy with the holidays and with my slaves. Twitter has been a most interesting outlet for my thoughts the past few months.

Meanwhile, I’ve been training a very useful assistant. Known on twitter as @LadysBoy4, he has been a reminder, an alarm clock, phone finder, researcher and even muscle when I don’t feel like dealing with guys who annoy me. I’ve been enjoying his usefulness and I also enjoy working with a young sub who I can mentor and mold into a sub who can balance his desire to be submissive with his ability to succeed in life. I really enjoy this kind of power over someone.

I tend to attract many young slaves. Sadly most of these slaves tend to be broke. My desire to control those for good is sometimes in contrast with my desire for wealth.

How does being a benevolent Goddess even work? So many Dommes shroud themselves in an aura of bitchy meanness. They are often truly sadistic. Or worse, not actually experienced in BDSM and don’t know where the line is. They focus on this idea that the needs of their slaves do not matter.

I draw very little pleasure from doing things my slaves don’t enjoy at all. The exceptions are occasional painless punishments (such as writing lines or denying them something they like but don’t need) which I use to train. Or paying me when they don’t derive any pleasure from it.

I am happy when my slaves adore me. I don’t want to blackmail or coerce their obedience. I want them to want to give it to me. 

This isn’t to say that I can’t be cruel in sessions (or rewarding periods) for those who crave it. I enjoy giving people what they crave. Degradation is my specialty. SPH, sissification, cuckolding, forcedbi, etc. But I don’t get pleasure of doing it to someone without consent. Or to someone who really disgusts me. During the scene, we intensify our dominant and submissive traits.

That being said, I expect my online slaves to always treat me with respect. At times I speak to them as equals. Because I enjoy it. Not because they are truly equal. But because I enjoy not being an evil cunt all the time.